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this might be boring, but i really hate those stupid bombers!

Jul. 20th, 2009 | 06:53 pm
location: cyber world
mood: angry angry
music: carrie underwood - before he cheats

17th july 2009.

3 bombs, 3 explosions, with so many people die and the other's trying to stay alive.
in just ONE city.

it's pathetic.
it sounds more pathetic cuz' it has happened in my country, in the capital city of my country..

i don't care about Manchester United cancelled their schedule tour to have a match with Indonesian National Team.
it's less important than the fact about my country, being blamed as a terrorist.

other countries give their citizens a travel warning, it demands its citizens not to visit indonesia because of that..
and it hurts me a lot, as one of millions Indonesian people. :(

our country is such a beautiful place..
and we're not terrorist!

only some of us, think that difference suck, and they show what they feel in the wrong way!
don't ever think that i think that it's okay!
that kind of people, just sucks.

we're living in the beautiful world.
with some difference, that supposed to make it more beautiful..
why they just can't admit that difference is just fine?

what do you want, bombers?!
if you wanna ruin my country and the people here, then you made it! >.<"

i don't care if you have an alibi to do somewhat that you call "jihad"..
i'm moslem too, and i don't think i wanna do "jihad" if this is what you mean, killing some innocent people with no reason that worth enough to explain.
it's ridiculous! -.-"
for worse, get off of my country, jerks, you're not even a hero, you're such a coward!

i don't care if you had to kill yourself, so that you think you made it to go straight to heaven..
all i want is just stop doing this!
bomb is not the answer to do that..

and i'm not trying to be sarcastic, but if you really go straight to heaven, then i swear i don't wanna go to heaven when i die!
i don't wanna live with the people like you, killing so many people, that don't even know nothing..
what's the point of that?
it's just pointless..

if you wanna die, then just die..
don't make the other people die!
God doesn't even like people who did suicide..
He even hates them.
then you think that God allows you to be in His side?
you're totally WRONG.

now i know you already die.
but i know, the people like you, the terrorist, the meanest of the meanest people in this world, are still there!

so, (if only you are the future) bombers..
if you read what i write here, please read it!

i told you it's pointless to do somewhat you call "jihad" in this way..
there's only one point if you do that, you'll be known as a murderer!

there isn't any religion that allows their people to kill the others..
i don't care if you're Muslim, or Christian, or Jewish, or Buddhist..
we are people, we were made to be different with each other!

we were made to understand that difference is just beautiful.
please understand it!
just give me a chance to tell you this, "we all wanna be different, which makes us all the same."

we are all the same, cuz' we're different with each other..

and just so you know, what happened lately for me, is just some kind of what cowards do..
i still don't get the point why they explode those places in the same day.
for those who caused those explosion, God bless you all, bombers!
happy to hear that?
man, i hate you..

i don't care about MU cancelled their schedule to visit Indonesia, I'm the gunner..
i wasn't even interested to watch 'em in Gelora Bung Karno!
i'm just so sad that people think my country is a terrorist, when the fact is WE'RE NOT!

my country is such a beautiful place, just trust me..
only some people wanna ruin this, such those stupid bombers!

Indonesian people, just trust me that we live with hospitality..
we are absolutely not terrorist! :|

i do my tweets to show my condolence for what happened lately..
and i join #indonesiaunite.
for those who support us, please make your tweet on twitter to be tagged as #indonesiaunite.. :)
it'll be worth for us to show you there, supporting us! ^^

still don't believe that we're not terrorist?
i'll copy what famous people tweet on their twitter about indonesia..
trust me, they don't lie! :)

Michelle Branch on her twitter :
I'm part Indonesian on my mother's side.So sad what happened there.Such a beautiful culture and country.
=> this is not because i'm a fan of the wreckers, or i'm a fan of hers when she used to do solo, but it's because she really wrote it on her twitter!

Joel Madden (the frontman of the band Good Charlotte, Nicole Richie's husband) on his twitter :
Don't get your impression of indonesia from the news, It is one of my favorite places in the world and the people there rule. Dumb terrorist. Its sad news, but it won't scare me from going back to Jakarta. That place is awesome, definitely going back this year or next and Bali 2..
=> and i'm with him! DUMB TERRORIST.. x(

Pete Wentz (the bassist of the band Panic At The Disco, if i'm not wrong.. i don't know, i'm not into those kind of musics) on his twitter, as a reply of what an indonesian's question :
I love this part of the world. I won't be scared off RT @ocaocca would u go to Indonesia? U don't scared with the terorism, don't you?
=> i don't care about the split grammar that the indonesian made, but still it's the real reply from this famous people.

.. still not with me
come here and prove it!

and for all of you, people that i consider to be bomber..
i'm asking you this, and i'm sure it's not only me that ask you this!
i update my facebook status into this, and abo
ut 7 people like it..

"another tragedy. another bomb. another explosion. another tears. another lost. another condolence. another terrorist. but, is there any possibility for another peace? please."

i wanna live in peace, so if you wanna be a terrorist..

just get off of my country!
we're sick of you. really..


it's all about wedding :*

Jul. 16th, 2009 | 04:50 pm
location: cyber world
mood: excited excited
music: christina aguilera - these are the special times

i've been tagged by bella on her note on facebook..
its title is "the wedding plan", but i'm too lazy to post it on my facebook, cuz' i don't know, facebook starts to be boring, and i don't even do anything beside updating status or writing walls on it! :D

so, i'll tell u about my wedding plan on this post..
cuz' i think it's better to tell u a story about my wedding plan, instead of answering the question about my wedding plan on the note like bella's!
i don't know, i just think that it's just too friendster..

and as you know, friendster is now just out-of-date..
and just so you know that i'm the up-to-date person!
lmao :))

so, that i'm now in a relationship..
i'm 20 years old but i still need to have some fun, i want some vacations, and i need some money! :P

if u ask me about marriage, then i have a silly joke that might make you throw up and say, "man, you're so cheesy.."
but then, i won't ignore the word about i'm so cheesy, cuz' i know i am! lol.

knock knock.
who's there?
Maria who?
Mariage (read it as marriage) is the best thing to do to make me be with you.
.. and i posted it on my twitter, suddenly i've been followed by a wedding planner!
i talked about jokes, but they think i'm serious!
so funny.. lmao.

if u ak me about what age do i think i'll get married, i don't know..
i guess 24 years old is the best age to get married, cuz' as my grannie said, the gap between me and my (future) children wouldn't really so far, so that i could easily get along with them! ;D

and about having a boyfriend now, doesn't mean that i think i'll mary with the person i'm with now..
i mean, i love him!
but, marriage is just a little bit too much to think about..
beside, i want somebody who's older than me to become my hubby, such as matteo brighi!
lmao. :))

and about my bridesmaid, i'll ask my beloved sister, uun, and my bestie, ratih, to be mine.. :)
it's really cute to imagine them to be my bridesmaid and i'll be the perfect bride that people say i'm beautiful and i look perfect, blahblahblah.. rofl.
*okay, i know, based on the fact that i tell you this, you may say that i'm a bit NOT really ready to get married. i'm just too childish, huh? -.-"

about the wedding, i wanna throw a traditional wedding party..
i don't know, i think it's much more elegant than a modern wedding party, even though i wouldn't say no if the idea about garden party came from my lovely one! :D
just so you know, i've been dreaming about the garden party for my wedding since i was about 5 years old, with max elliot slade, a.k.a colt on 3 ninjas as my bridesgroom. lol.

and i'll invite about 500 people to attend my wedding..
depends on how our relationship with my ex(es) after we broke up, if we seem okay, i'll invite them, but if not, sorry to say that i won't even think about it! x(

i wanna get married in evening..
cuz' girls seem so fine when they wear their evening gown! :)
i love seeing girls dressed-up, especially with evening gown..
they always look elegant with their gown..
i'm not lesbian when i said i love it! lmao.

i think bali is the best place to go for honeymoon..
cuz' i attended 2 wedding parties with the newlyweds went to there for honeymoon, and the wives are now pregnant! :D
i dunno, i just love having child soon! lol.

well, i prefer money as gifts..
cuz' with money, me and my future hubby could buy anything we need! ;D

and i won't record my honeymoon in DVD/CD..
i mean, i've been called "Miyabi" without me, having sex!

what if i record it in DVD/CD? will i be the real miyabi?
i don't think so..
i won't get paid for it, right?!
people can watch me without clothes and they seems can get it for free..
but i'll think about it if i will get paid.. lmao.

that's what i think about the wedding.. ;)
it's nice to dream when i awake! xD
man, i love daydreaming .. <3


may you rest in peace, sis!

Jul. 8th, 2009 | 07:42 pm
location: cyber world
mood: sad sad
music: carrie underwood - whenever you remember


Mona Adelia Syafitri Rusydiyan

17 May 1988 - 7 Juli 2009

May you rest in peace..
See you up there, Teh Mona!
We'll be missing you..


hey, is it?

Jul. 5th, 2009 | 02:37 pm
location: cyber world
mood: chipper chipper
music: atomic kitten - (i wanna be) like other girls

"Love doesn't need a reason. If you can explain why you love someone. It's not love, it's a like."
-Marcin Mrowca-

heyyy, i can't explain why i love my current boyfriend..
does it me
an that it's a love?

then if it is LOVE..

i thought i didn't love!



one day

Jul. 5th, 2009 | 01:41 pm
location: cyber world
mood: relaxed relaxed
music: jordin sparks - tattoo

so, here's the thing..
i told somebody who gave me job last time, that i really love to write and post what i wrote on my blog, and the worst thing is that he told somebody that i told him about my hobby!

the good thing is that he offers me job (again)..
he asks me to write about organic food, and i'm kinda interested to write something about this!
even though i never eat organic food, and i don't even know what's the difference betwen organic and (un)organic food..
i don't know what i supposed to write, and what i came to my head is just :

"buy organic food for health, but eat nasty shit for the taste."
yes, man..
i love writing, but i'm not into writing things like that! :|
and i guess i'm into writing things like rubbish, love story..

i never thought about loving to write something about love several years ago..
but then i was on those love stories, and i was like,
"okay.. the thing that i love to write is about love!"

man, i am human..
i love love, am i screwed? -.-"


i've always been there

Jun. 30th, 2009 | 07:57 pm
location: cyber world
mood: geeky geeky
music: boyce avenue - forever

woman that i wanna be in the future

Jun. 23rd, 2009 | 03:57 pm
location: cyber world
mood: groggy groggy
music: taylor swift - tied together with a smile

you know what?
the woman that i wanna be in the future is :

beautiful, succesful, and heartless.

why heartless?
cuz' i think, the thing that really sucks about become a woman is..
that woman thinks with her heart!

sometimes, it's not good to think with your heart..
cuz' it's brain that should be used to think, not heart!

and when you think with your heart,
you'll screw everything up..!

maybe i'm wrong, but somehow, i just know that i'm right.
even a bit! :)


me, my (ex) ex, and my love story..

Jun. 18th, 2009 | 02:16 pm
location: cyber world
mood: apathetic apathetic
music: regina spektor - the call

i told u that my relationship with Giri Kuncoro ended, right?
it was right, but not anymore..

cuz' i guess i found a way back into love with him!

and we're officially in a relationship (again) 10 days after we broke up..
i know that it's not a game that we could play and then when it's over, we started and played again, over, and so on, but i don't wanna make it to be such game too! >.<"

my momma told me not to be in an on-and-off relationship..
she said that i'm still young, so that i probably will find somebody else out there! :|
but that's what my momma said when i broke up with my first boyfriend, zaqki, who cheated on me for 2 other girls! x(

i know somehow, my momma said that because she didn't want anybody hurts me like what zaqki did to me.. -.-"

but then, when mas giri and i broke up, my momma looked so worried about me..
she said that i was such a sad girl that couldn't even smile for a crazy joke that usually could make me laugh til cry! -.-"
but she, herself, seems like starting to fall to him too..! :|
somehow, i just know that she likes him, as much as i like mas giri as my boyfriend.. :)

when i was with zaqki, she said that she worried a lot about me..
and that's what she said when i was with chris too!
but, she never complained about anything when i was with mas giri! :)

and when we're finally back to each other, when i told my momma..
she smiled and said, "what happened?"
and she said that she was happy that i'm back to the real me! =D

right now,
mas giri is in japan to do some internship thingy.. ^^
yes, i know that we're in a LONG DISTANCE relationship, i know how hard it can be, but it's just 2 months ahead, and i know that i can be faithful, not to cheat on him! =)

i don't know about him..
but somehow, i just know how it hurts to be cheated on!
i mean, i'm thankful that i've ever felt so broken because somebody cheated on me..
so that i won't do the same thing to the other, cuz' i just know that it really hurts! \(^.~)/

so, even if he's not really faithful and (i don't hope so) the fact is that we're not meant to be together..
then i'll let him go, even i love him! :)

but deep inside my heart,
i just think that all i have to do now is just trust him for everything he does right now! ^^


a story about love and time

Jun. 11th, 2009 | 06:50 pm
location: cyber world
mood: silly silly
music: daphne love derby - the longest story

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived:
Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One
day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all
constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last
possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,

"Richness, can you take me with you?"

Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my
boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel.
"Vanity, please help me!"

"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."

"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even
hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you."
It was an elder.
So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where
they were going.

When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own
Realizing how much was owed the elder,
Love asked Knowledge, another elder,
"Who Helped me?"

"It was Time," Knowledge answered.

"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered,

"Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."


30 things to make girls smile :D

Jun. 10th, 2009 | 05:31 pm
location: cyber world
mood: distressed distressed
music: fergie - big girls don't cry

are you guys good enough to make girls smile?!
i found this list from my network on multiply and i guess i should share to you, so maybe you can be a better guy, or even a better boyfriend if you already have a girlfriend! ;D

you know,somehow..
if you don't know how to touch a girl, then all you have to do is just make her smile! :)
as simple as that, but theeeeeen..
i know it'll be difficult to be done! ;)

i mean, you're a guy, right?!
guys are guys, no matter if you're in a band, or you're a geek who reads books everyday, guys are still guys..
they're all jerk, if they're straight! ;p

okay, i know that you have those alibis, that you'll say "it's just a stereotype, not all of guys are jerks.."
but, still!

who will choose your own girlfriend, if paris hilton wants you so bad?
no wonder.. :))

so, here's the list..
i copied this from my network's post on multiply, but i'll give you some additional comment, and i know it's useful!
at least, for my heart..

1. don't hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel like she's being left out.
you know what?
if i were YOUR girl, if you did that, i wouldn't care if she's your best friend or what, i would be still jealous!
i mean, as a girlfriend, i would feel some jealousy and when i felt jealous, it means I LOVE YOU, okay?! -.-"

so, please..
if you have somebody you can hug, then the answer is just your girlfriend, not the other girls!
i mean, get real.. she's a girl!!! :w

2. hold her hand at any moment, even if it's just for a second.
what can i say?
i'm a girl, and i love holding hand..
it's okay if you just hold my hand for a second. It's really worth to do, cuz' holding hand means a lot, sometimes even better than a kiss! :)

you know what?
a girls just wants to be held..
and when you hold her hand, then it will mean a lot for her! ;)
trust meeeeee.. \(^.~)/

3. hug her from behind.
who hates surprise?
and when you hug her from behind, it's like an amazing surprise for her!
be greatful for that.. =)
cuz' i know you'll love it too right?! ;p

4. leave her voice messages to wake up.
for me, it's not essential..
but when somebody does it for me, it means a million!! ;D
i mean, nobody can wake me up, except my mother..
it's simply amazing..
hahahahahah! =))

5. wrestle with her.
okay, i'm not really agree with this point..
i mean, what kind of wresling do we talk about here?!
cuz' my dirty minds come out when we talk about wrestling here..

6. don't hang out with your ex when she's not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
hellooooo.. you still need an explanation for this point?
go to hell! >.<"
okay, so it's your ex that we're talking about, and what kind of girlfriend is she if she likes your ex?!

i mean, you used to have a feeling for her, or for worse, you used to fall for her..
and seriously, if you take a chance to hang out with your ex without your girlfriend, what will happen next is simply a world war between you and her!

are you ready to take the risk?
just fyi, the worst is.. she'll dump you because of that! -.-"
so, if you love your girlfriend, just don't do this to her.. ;)

7. if you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her or kiss her.. let her know she's yours and they aren't.
which part that's difficult to show your girlfriend that she's so special for me?
it's not really that hard..
the problem is not about its difficulty, the problem is you..
are you brave enough to show your real feeling for her?!
and if you're not, GET LOST! :w

8. write her notes or call her just to say "hi".. and not just at night after you've already been out with the other girls.
and if you just do that after you're out with any other girl, then you're positively just a jerk! x(
and if you don't think you are, i just know that you live a lie!
simple, huh?! >:P

9. introduce her to your friends.. as your girlfriend.
and if you don't, she'll think that she's not the one..
she can be so suspicious if you press her to be one, just don't! >.<"

10. play with her hair.
trust me, she'll like it..
she'll know that you really care for her, and somehow, she'll know that you really love her when you do that! =)

i mean, i'm a girl, when i used to have a boyfriend, when my (ex) boyfriend played with my hear, it means a million for me.. ;D

11. pick her up.
so, if you two got a date, and you picked her up at her home..
nothing is more important than you got her parents' permit, right?!
i mean, get real..
they can be your parents-in-law, and you're a guy!!!
so, pleaseeeeee.. -.-"

but, when she starts to be annoying..
ask you to accompany her everywhere she goes, then don't be a fool!!
she uses you, i mean.. COME ON!
you're driving, but NOT a driver, right? -.-" 

12. get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
okay, i'm not really agree with this point too..
cuz' i think you should get upset too, even she likes it!

i mean, being jealous sometimes is not false..
she also needs to know that she's precious enough for your life!
without jealousy, what's so special about her?

is she your girlfriend or JUST friend?
you decide. :|

13. make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do anything..
yes, boys..
it's really easy to make us happy!
make us laugh, then you touch our heart..
and we can do anything you want after that! ;)

hug you?
kiss you?
just name if, cuz' you'll get it.. ;D

14. let her fall asleep in your arms.
i'm not agree with this point (again)..
it's ok to fall asleep in my boyfriend's arm, but it's better if he can move me to my bed by himself!
i mean, just let me sleep there, don't do anything bad to me! =)

15. if she's mad at you, kiss her.
you know what?
what's so hard about it?!
we, girls, are too shy to ask you guys to kiss us!

and when we're mad, don't you think it's just a chance to give us kiss?
oh, please.. -.-"

16. if you care about her, then tell her.
yes, tell her that you care about her!
don't pretend that you don't feel anything..
cuz' you, as a boy, move first! :|

and when you tell her that you care about her..
i'm sure that she will tell you how much she cares about you too!

and when you don't, leaving her is better!

17. every guy should give their 3 things : a stuffed animal (she'll hug it everytime she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirt (she'll most likely to wear it to bed).
you SHOULD do this thing, not MUST TO..
it's different! -.-"

18. treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
and when you don't, she'll think that your feeling to her is just fake..
and you know what?!
i told you, we, girls, also have suspicious minds!
and trust me, it's not good for our relationship.. :w

19. look her in the eyes and smile.
when you do that, somehow she just know that you tell the truth! :)

20. hang out with her on weekends.
it's only weekends..
she won't ask more! =)

21. kiss her in the rain.
cuz' it's just too dangdut..
and, is it in my head or it's just sooooo "eiffel i'm in love"?!

ew, grossss.. >:P

22. if your listening to music, let her listen too.
let her know what kind of music you're listening too.. :)

23. remember her birthday and get her something, even it's simple and inexpensve, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.
yes, when a girl really loves somebody (don't count the players.. they don't love anybody!), whatever you do, means everything for her!

and on her birthday, it's okay for you not to get her something..
just be there, hug and kiss her, wish her happy birthday, and she'll really fall for you! :)

24. when she gives you a present on your birthday, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy).
i don't teach to you to tell a lie..
but sometimes, white lie needs to be done! ;p

25. girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations everynight, but it's nice for them to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
especially for a girl, who's just too shy to call you first..
*okay, i am that kind of girl.. ;p

26. give her what she wants.
trust me, all she wants is just NOT sex!
she just wants you to care about her.. and when you do, for her, it's finale! ;)

but, when she wants everything that you can't even reach..
wake up, boys!
don't be blind for those kind of jerks.. >.<"

27. recognize the small things, they usually mean the most.
you remember the first time you two saw each other?
congratulation, she already thinks that she really means a lot for your life.. ^^

28. tell her she's beautiful, she needs to know her striving is just working.
when she told you that she didn't prepare anything for your date..
she just lied!
she wanted you to think that she really is beautiful, with or without make-up! =)

29. hang out with her whenever you are free.
i told you, she won't ak more if you'll just be there for her! :)

30. if you care about her.. show it!